1 PM Drunk with Wine

1 pm drunk with wine

Just one red but ooh there's white

Nope red tastes better

Holy F I may had had too much

So this is what life is

Sunday brunch with little bites

Casual chat and fancy chandeliers

Arias and music serenading me

How far have I gone?

A thousand miles and more

A river of tears and more

A million heartbreak and more

You told me you understand

In the darkness of night on the I-10

Of my traumas and fear and monsters

You told me it's okay

The many times I descend into darkness

The countless ways I went insane

The bottomless pit that swallows me whole

The constant fear of pain and abandonment

But there's you telling me it is okay

And my bestie shielding me tight

There are people trusting me, giving me strength

And the good life that's giving me wings

1 pm drunk with wine 

Shots of ceviche and fancy French toast

Life is sad but it's also good

I am alive. So damn alive.