The Noise in My Head

You said A

and he screamed B

and they yelled C

and all the noise explode in me

Like a man quartered I feel the pull

The tendons stretch, tighten, pained

This is the end, I wept

This is the end

What is truth and what is not

What is lie and what is not

Your voices are nothing but blur in my head

A persistent mist of violence and chaos

Please shut up, I said

Please give me peace

But each of you were persistent,

and the noise in my head stayed

It grew louder at times,

Killing me from the inside

It grew silent at times,

but never truly went away

Had you repeat your 'Truth" a thousand times

It will not make it a real truth

Had you called the others "Liar" a million times

It will not make their words a lie

For I see the anger in you

I see the clouded mind,

The hating self,

the uncertainty of your own soul

There is no solid truth

There is no solid lies

There is nature and universe

And (perhaps) someone who created them

There is also you

And him

And them

There is us

Will your belief makes the world better?

Will your belief creates the change?

Is your belief true and pure?

Or is it a fragment of your broken soul?

For the first and foremost

It should always be Human first

Nature first

And fairness to all

As you would not want your rights to be robbed

You shouldn't rob others too

Whether they can speak against it or not

Don't do what you don't want others to do to you

Yet your voices are still strong

Will raising your voice help your cause?

Will it change the other people's belief?

Or is it just for your own justification?

Too often we called our goal "For the world!"

When it is actually "For ourselves!"

Too often we called each other as "Dangerous!"

When it is actually a mere "Uncomfortable..."

If your belief makes you hurt other things

If your belief makes you angry about other things

If your belief burn you deep inside

Then it is time to rethink the goodness of your belief

Now be quiet, all of you

Ponder your thoughts in silence

Make plans, examine it thoroughly

Be at peace with your belief

And please,

please,

please,

let others be in peace.