Beautiful in White

"Not sure if you know this
But when we first met
I got so nervous
I couldn't speak
In that very moment I found the one and
My life had found it's missing piece
So as long as I live I love you
will heaven hold you
You look so beautiful in white
And from now to my very last breath
This day I'll cherish
You look so beautiful in white
Tonight
What we have is timeless
My love is endless
And with this scream I say to the world
You're my every reason
You're all that I believe in
with all my heart I mean every word
So as long as I live I love you
will heaven hold you
You look so beautiful in white
And from now to my very last breath
This day I'll cherish
You look so beautiful in white
Tonight
Oooooh oh
Na na na na na
SO beautiful in white
Tonight
And if our daughter's what our future holds
I hope she has you're eyes
finds love like you and I did
Yeah, I wish she falls in love
and I will let her go
I'll walk her down the aisle
She'll look so beautiful in white.....
You look so beautiful
In white
So as long as I live I love you
will heaven hold you
You look so beautiful in white
And from now to my very last breath
This day I'll cherish
You look so beautiful in white
Tonight
You look so beautiful in white tonight"

Yes, I'm in love. Got a problem with that? ;)

It's Friday, Woohooo!!

Some of you readers would ask, why this song?
First because I like it, and also because it's Friday.

	Mousse T Vs. Hot 'n' Juicy - Horny .mp3
	Found at bee mp3 search engine

See and hear the complete dance track below (which also include track from Madison Avenue - my other favorite!).
Let's boogie everybody!

Oh My God by Lily Allen

What I'm feeling right now. Miss u all, Jakartanese...

Lily Allen - Oh My God Found at abmp3 search engine

Time on your side that will never end
The most beautiful thing you can ever spend
But you work in a shirt with your name tag on it
Drifting apart like a plate tectonic
It don’t matter to me
‘Cos all I wanted to be
Was a million miles from here
Somewhere more familiar

Too much time spent dragging the past up
I didn’t see you not looking when I messed up
Settling down in your early twenties
Sucked more blood than a backstreet dentist
It don’t matter to me
‘Cos all I wanted to be
Is a million miles from here
Somewhere more familiar

Oh my god I can’t believe it
I’ve never been this far away from home
And oh my god I can’t believe it
I’ve never been this far away from home
And oh my god I can’t believe it
I’ve never been this far away from home
And oh my god I can’t believe it
I’ve never been this far away from home

Great rulers make for greater glory
The only thing growing is our history
Knock me down I’ll get right back up again
I’ll come back stronger than a powered up pac-Man
It don’t matter to me
‘Cos all I wanted to be
Was a million miles from here
Somewhere more familiar

Oh my god, I can’t believe it
I’ve never been this far away from home
And oh my god I can’t believe it
I’ve never been this far away from home
And oh my god I can’t believe it
I’ve never been this far away from home
And oh my god I can’t believe it
I’ve never been this far away from home

Oh my, god I can’t believe it
I’ve never been this far away from home
And oh my god I can’t believe it
I’ve never been this far away from home
And oh my god I can’t believe it
I’ve never been this far away from home
And oh my god I can’t believe it
I’ve never been this far away from home

(Bad) Romance, but sounds like fun

"And all at once I lost my breath
And all at once was scared to death
And all at once I own the earth and sky"
Have You Met Ms. Jones - Robbie Williams

	Robbie Williams - Have You Met Miss Jones? .mp3
	Found at bee mp3 search engine

Kebayang ga apa rasanya sayang sama orang, cinta sama orang sampai segininya? Whatever what people say, whatever what people think, it's always so good to be in love ya…

Saya ingin in love lagi. Pengen desperately fabulously in love lagi. Deg-degan waktu terima telepon/SMS, going through all the rush and rubbish that every girls do saat mau kencan (manicure, pilih baju, makeup, everything!), berusaha sok jaim (padahal sudah di langit ketujuh) saat janjian sama "dia", and most of all, ngerasain apa yang Robbie Williams nyanyiin diatas: segitu sukanya sampai hampir ga bisa nafas, tapi disisi lain segitu bahagianya sampai ngerasa dunia itu pink-colored, sedemikian indahnya dan jadi milik sendiri (atau dalam kasus ini, milik berdua).

Dan bila yang terburuk terjadi, saya bakal ngerasain hitamnya hitam, sedihnya sedih, hancur berantakan karena begitu sedihnya dan sayangnya saya sama dia. Saya mungkin terdengar psycho, but I've been there and despite the ruin I've become, it's still kinda fun. Honestly.

Kata orang jangan serahkan seluruh hatimu pada satu orang, jadi kalau sampai patah hati ga terlalu sakit. Entah kenapa saran itu ga pernah kena di saya. I'm a sensualist, a greedy sensualist. Saya ingin ngerasakan semua yang bisa dirasakan manusia. Semua cinta, angan-angan, kebahagiaan, keraguan, semua emosi yang menarik, mendorong, berputar laksana ombak dan kisaran air. Seperti kata Lady GaGa: "I want it bad, bad, bad."

Apapun yang saya kerjakan termasuk dalam hubungan (baik dengan teman ataupun kekasih), saya ingin mengerjakannya sepenuh hati, no regrets. Tentunya ini semua dengan kepala dingin ya. Kalau teman/pasangan sudah jelas-jelas brengsek, tetap bertahan dan sibuk ber-drama queen sendiri bodoh namanya. Pasti ada orang lain yang sayang sama kita, jadi jangan pernah sakiti diri kita percuma. Seperti kata akang Robbie, cinta dan kasih sayang itu luar biasa menyenangkan, tapi ga da artinya kalau kita tersakiti karenanya, at least not if we can help it.

Memang buat mayoritas orang (mungkin juga bagi anda yang membaca) saya terlihat psycho dan ga sedikit yang akhirnya kabur. Menyebalkan, tapi sebenarnya saya ga terlalu peduli juga hehehe. You only live once, so why not live it to the limit?

"I want your drama, the touch of your hand
I want your leather studded kiss in the scene
I want your love..."

Life in Technicolor. Beautiful!

Pernah ga nyadar kalau hidup itu penuh warna banget? Bukan dunia yang kita lihat lho, tapi perasaan yang kita rasakan. Semua ada analogi warnanya, dan kayanya menyenangkan aja main analogi warna seperti itu. Ibaratnya kalau hidup ini kanvas putih bersih, pengalaman dan perasaan kita lah yang ngasi warna di kanvas itu, dan pada akhirnya membuat sebuah lukisan yang indah.

Kalau masih bingung apa sih yang sebenarnya saya omongin, ada baiknya ngedenger lagu dibawah ini, Technicolor Phase by Owl City, dari album Almost Alice. Lyricnya bisa dilihat disini. Lovely song....




Merahnya merah saat marah, lembutnya pink saat jatuh cinta, orange menyala saat bersemangat, hitamnya hitam saat disakiti, hijau muda segar saat tenang dan in control, semua warna bisa masuk di kanvas tersebut. Warna dominan bisa brilliantly bright kaya "Sunflower" van gogh, atau psychotic dark kaya "Starry Night" Van Gogh (maaf, saya suka banget karya dia soalnya!).

Pernah ngebayangin ga "lukisan" diri anda seperti apa, paling ga di tahap ini? Apapun itu, enjoy your life dan semua "warna" didalamnya. It's (your) life, it's bound to be beautiful :)

Slank: A blast from MY past

Kemarins ga sengaja nemu CD koleksi Slank saat makan di tempat favorit.
Really reminds me of the past! Saat-saat gila banget sama Slank di SMA (sekarang juga suka, sayang mereka dah tobat :p ), sampe kabur dari sekolah untuk nonton konsernya, dikejar2 guru karena SEMUA seragam sekolah ada logo Slanknya, dan tentunya karya tulis terhebat yang mana separuhnya berisi penjelasan tentang asma dan separuhnya lagi chord lagu Slank....
Sigh... It's good to be young yach.... :)